May 30, 2009

a year ago

tell me..
do you remember the wonderful times we had?
because it was more than a year ago when we hold hands and laughed together.

can you recall the feeling of holding me in your arms?
for that feeling has been absent for more than a year ago.

have you forgotten the last time our lips touched?
for more than a year ago that meeting of our lips happened.

do you remember the tears i shed for you?
for a year later the tears have dried,but the memory of you leaving me is still here

tell me..
do you remember that i loved you..
a year ago..

May 25, 2009

hurt

what gives you the right to scold me when you yourself did the same thing if not worse?
the only thing that i did differently was that i called you for help.
i could'nt take matters in my own hands for i laked experience.
i did not have a clue what to do.
so i ask for help from somebody that'll know how to handle the situation,from you.
yes,i inconvenienced you. i apologies to you now.
but does that mean you can treat me like shit by screaming at me?
i understand,you don't owe me a helping hand.
then it is only fair that i don't owe you the right to scold me nor advise me either.
especially when you are no saint yourself.
for nobody owes anybody anything.
not even family.

May 22, 2009

2pm
我从家里出发去bunny姐的家载她
然后就去海边一起吃麦当当
吃得来 谈得来 都大概3.45pm
载了bunny姐回
我就打算去我家附近的setali
打包午餐给哥哥和妈妈
到了那里 看到对面有parking
就很兴奋 没看车
就将吃进对面马路
对面马路的waja来不及停了
我的车又已经吃进马路的一半了
就将撞下去了
双方的大灯都爆了
他的 左边
我的 右边
他 一个二十多岁的男人
下车 已经是打着电话给同党了
他看看自己的车撞到几严重
我不知道要怎么办
手振 脚振 拿起电话打给哥哥
他 "要不要报警 保险公司赔钱"
我 "我不懂 我哥来着"
越来越多三八人开始围着他
问他 然后又问我
"你们打算怎样settle"
我 "在等我哥来"
越来越多callmen来到现场了
整班男人 我一个女子
他们就开始讲
"你现在有两个选择罢了 报警还是赔钱咯"
我 "我哥要到了"
哥终于到了
哥下车跟他们谈
我就在他车隔壁等他
谈完了 上车 去mudguard问价钱
哥 "是你的错 赔定了"
修他的车 rm750
修我的车 rm850++
妈妈要我陪一半
我破残了 伤

May 20, 2009

520

i love you day

i dedicate this day to..
my best friends..
my family..
and my Q ee..

because i love you guys..
muakkqqxx