May 30, 2009

a year ago

tell me..
do you remember the wonderful times we had?
because it was more than a year ago when we hold hands and laughed together.

can you recall the feeling of holding me in your arms?
for that feeling has been absent for more than a year ago.

have you forgotten the last time our lips touched?
for more than a year ago that meeting of our lips happened.

do you remember the tears i shed for you?
for a year later the tears have dried,but the memory of you leaving me is still here

tell me..
do you remember that i loved you..
a year ago..

May 25, 2009

hurt

what gives you the right to scold me when you yourself did the same thing if not worse?
the only thing that i did differently was that i called you for help.
i could'nt take matters in my own hands for i laked experience.
i did not have a clue what to do.
so i ask for help from somebody that'll know how to handle the situation,from you.
yes,i inconvenienced you. i apologies to you now.
but does that mean you can treat me like shit by screaming at me?
i understand,you don't owe me a helping hand.
then it is only fair that i don't owe you the right to scold me nor advise me either.
especially when you are no saint yourself.
for nobody owes anybody anything.
not even family.

May 22, 2009

伤

2pm
我从家里出发去bunny姐的家载她
然后就去海边一起吃麦当当
吃得来 谈得来 都大概3.45pm了
载了bunny姐回
我就打算去我家附近的setali
打包午餐给哥哥和妈妈
到了那里 看到对面有parking
就很兴奋 没看车
就将吃进对面马路
对面马路的waja来不及停了
我的车又已经吃进马路的一半了
就将撞下去了
双方的大灯都爆了
他的 左边
我的 右边
他 一个二十多岁的男人
下车 已经是打着电话给同党了
他看看自己的车撞到几严重
我不知道要怎么办
手振 脚振 拿起电话打给哥哥
他 "要不要报警 保险公司赔钱"
我 "我不懂 我哥来着"
越来越多三八人开始围着他
问他 然后又问我
"你们打算怎样settle"
我 "在等我哥来"
越来越多callmen来到现场了
整班男人 我一个女子
他们就开始讲
"你现在有两个选择罢了 报警还是赔钱咯"
我 "我哥要到了"
哥终于到了
哥下车跟他们谈
我就在他车隔壁等他
谈完了 上车 去mudguard问价钱
哥 "是你的错 赔定了"
修他的车 rm750
修我的车 rm850++
妈妈要我陪一半
我破残了 伤

May 20, 2009

520

i love you day

i dedicate this day to..
my best friends..
my family..
and my Q ee..

because i love you guys..
muakkqqxx